Hati anak mana yang tidak sedih apabila melihat ibu yang banyak berkorban dan membesarkan kita kini semakin uzur dan kurang sihat.

Begitu yang dirasai oleh tukang masak selebriti, Chef Wan apabila ibu tercinta disahkan menghidap kanser payudara pada usia mencecah 89 tahun.

Ibu disahkan hidap barah payudara

Berita sedih itu dimaklumkan menerusi posting di Instagram dimana beliau sangat terkejut apabila doktor mengesan terdapat dua ketulan besar yang kini sudah merebak ke bahagian kelenjar limfa.

“Saya ke Hospital Gleneagle semalam bawa emak untuk buat memmogram (x-ray untuk bahagian dada) untuk kesan dan diagnos kanser buah dada…”

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Morning..I was at Gleneagle hospital yesterday to take my mother for her Memmogram test ( its X ray of the breast) to detect and diagnose her breast Cancer. I was shocked that the Dr had discovered 2 huge lump and they have spread to even her Lymph Nodes! When i showered her daily a few times when i rub the soap she said be gentle as its painful. As days gone by i wanted to find out if that pain was actually the lump. So i asked my mother to lie down with my 3 fingers i try to locate the lump. As i pushes my finger deeper i begin to feel this huge circle of hard tissue or meat. I was so surprised. Although i am not a Dr but i read before alot of article on Breast Cancer as sometime i was invited for all this Cancer week Negara all over Malaysia to do a cooking demo and knew what it was. The next day inmediately i took my mother to see the Dr. My heart just sink hearing that as always u here this from your from all your friends, their mom, in the movie and now its mother turn. So the Dr want me to come back on Monday to have her CT Scan to see how much the cancer has spread to her other part of the body if it does happen. How ever the Dr did say it is very bad Chef Wan. Considering her age and the size of the tumor so big we cant have her do chemotheraphy or a surgery. To do biopsy no point as well as it will be very painful for her and the tumour has already grown so big. What we can do is to give her medication to try and shrink the tumour. Anyway this Monday after the CT scan…blood test which i will try to bring her tomorrow will help us to understand more. Although i am sad for my mother and my family but i really must be strong to accept this huge challenge and face it to the end. Most important i will care and nurse my mother the best i can afford to do. Shower her with lots of love, comfort till her last breath. May Allah give me the strength to face all this sad moment in my life. I am so thankful that Allah has blessed upon me to look after emak this long. She need to leave us eventually. In 2 weeks time she will be celebrating her 89 yrs birthday. Jika menurut chinese she already 90 yrs old. 9 bulan dlm perut tu.😔😔 I didnt sleep all nite 😭

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Ibu mengadu sakit

Tambah Chef Wan, ibunya kerap mengadu sakit jika terkena ketulan tersebut. Jelas beliau, hatinya menjadi rapuh apabila orang tuanya sendiri menghidap kanser.

“Setelah beberapa hari, saya nak tahu sama ada kesakitan tersebut adalah ketulan. Jadi saya minta emak baring, saya guna tiga jari dan cuba rasa ketulan tersebut…”

“Bila saya tekan jadi lebih dalam, saya dapat rasa satu ketulan bulat yang besar sama ada tisu yang mengeras atau mungkin isi badannya. Saya sangat terkejut…”

Usia dah uzur, risiko buat kemoterapi

Lebih memilukan disebabkan faktor usia ibunya yang kian uzur dan saiz tumor yang besar, adalah mustahil untuk ibunya bagi menjalani kemoterapi.

“Nak buat biopsy pun macam tak ada point sebab tentunya menyakitkan untuk emak kerana tumor tersebut dan membesar. Apa yang boleh dibuat adalah memberikan ubat untuk cuba mengecilkan tumor tersebut…”

Syukur diberi peluang dapat jaga ibu

Walaupun sedih dengan keadaan ibunya, beliau sebagai anak tetap bersyukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana diberi kesempatan untuk membolehkannya menjaga ibunya hingga kini.

“Paling penting saya akan menjaga dan merawat emak sebaik mungkin yang saya dapat lakukan, mencurahkan segala kasih sayang dan memberikan ketenangan kepadanya sehingga ke akhir hayatnya…”

“Dia pasti akan pergi juga. Dalam masa dua minggu, emak akan menyambut usianya yang ke 89 tahun…”

Semoga ibu beliau dipanjangkan usia dan diberi kesembuhan dalam menjalani kehidupan seharian.

Sumber: Chef Wan